purgatori

Hell, Hello to everyone! Yes I am actually still alive after all this time. I wan to apologize for my years of hiatus on here. I have been gone for a very, very long time. Life had many obstacles that I had to overcome. I've started a career in modeling at the start of 2010. I have a well paying job, my love for LOTR is still very strong. I just wanted to give everyone an update and I should be on here a bit more now, since fate was gracious enough to grant me with an easygoing lifestyle for the moment. I've been sort of skulking through old friends pages, some are still friends and others are old enemies. It's kinda amazing how different th

Yes it is me and I am here to update, console, beg forgiveness, and thank all of my most wonderful and dearest friends on this website. First I must ask you all to forgive my last journal, it was erratic and emotional, something I should have spared all of you from. I do thank those who sent me such wonderful messages, letters, texts, and warms hugs. April was a very tough month. Finances were low, my family was split at the seams, and I turned into an emo faster than you can blink. I angry at myself for letting it get that way. As I now look back, I see that it was mostly caused by me. My finances were my fault. I found courage enough to ask

So many of you have been wonderful friends when dealing with personal situations. It seems that one of those has taken a turn for the worst and one for the best. My dad's health has done exceptionally well. He's back home, back at work and kidney function is at its best once again. Thank you to those who sent your prayers and wishes to him. Only now I wish some could have saved Shiko. His health took a nose dive about 48 hours ago and it just never improved no matter what we did. We've made the decision to give him to the great grassland in the sky where he can run amongst the greatest horses and spread his wings, where no pain will ever har